Wednesday, 26 August 2009
hot day thoughts
I am disgusting... but on the other hand I keep accusing the world of being disgusting... they are disgusting and nausious , foul and repellent but I am not ....what a fool. H. is such a fool. He is an idiot . He must be thrown off the cliff right now.... he deserves nothing but a slap in the face. That would hurt though, but I hate myself to such a degree. Lets say I don't appreciate pain. but I want to endmy life painlessly , something like a combination of three chemicals would be great , you just feel nothing but a sedative effect and then you cease to exist . Isn't that great. After the procedure it's all over and you don't have to suffer anymore . that is fantastic . It is also sad but also great... it sick but also good ... it is depressing but also a new beginning
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If you really feel like killing yourself, please call 911, a local crisis line, family doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, or tell a close family member or friend. You can't take back that decision, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. These feelings will pass, just have faith in yourself.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better. Take care of your self.